November 1, 2011

I have really been preoccupied and busy with work and school lately. I did some shopping every now and then whenever I can. It soothes me though instead of thinking about where all the cash go. Apart from my busy life, I still find myself thinking of my husband and baby. Its a given maybe but its something I cannot deny myself of everyday - I miss them. I finally found time today to actually finish packing two boxes to send home tomorrow. It just felt like forever trying to fit everything inside… its an experience that is worth all the effort. There’s that feeling of love in everything. Trust me. Sounds silly but true. I somehow envision my dad when he was the one sending us boxes every now and then. It takes a lot of “everything”. If I haven’t told you yet, I might not be able to come home this year. School policies have changed and so does my work priority come to a realization that I should be able to keep this until I get the chance to jump into a job that is related to what I went to school for. As of now, Tabby is undergoing some problems at work. We’re both just too busy that at the end of the day we just hope and wish that we are together. Painful but we keep on pressing that it will be for a better future… So yeah, another year. Time runs so quickly I might have less time to wait til they will be arriving here. Keep on praying for us. Now I got to go back to my visualization time for a contest I am planning to (90% joining!) join… I’ll see you when I see you.